Weight off my chest
So earlier today, I left a discord server I didn't wanna be apart of any longer. Honestly I dunno why I didn't leave sooner it was Not bringing me any joy staying there. Many people in there bothered me to no end! To the point I had ignored like half the damn server lmao!
Currently I'm thinking about a different server I'm in and if I should continue to stay in there either cuz it's also not bringing me much enjoyment staying there. Some of the people in there are very intense and complain A LOT about people. And they have a lot more interests than I do, I'm sort of just a one interest at a time type of person (it's the autism). Personally I don't enjoy that type of energy, I'm usually really calm and keep to myself a lot. I don't like gossip or drama at all either and I try my best to avoid it in any capacity, but it's hard when there's a whole channel decidated to it -_-;
Anyway, some nicer news! Still updating this blog's appearance to be more to my liking :-]! I like coding HTML + CSS it's really rewarding! Much more rewarding than drawing is to me right now (⌒_⌒;) I'm still figuring out how Javascript works, that's been much more of a learning curve for me than HTML + CSS - those are a cakewalk compared to JS!
I still need to figure out a layout for my homepage, I feel like that's been the hardest thing to figure out for my site so far, I've been contemplating it for many months at this point. It doesn't help how easily depressed I get either, making me not wanna do freaking ANYTHING! Not gonna go into detail but it's been a rough 7 months.
Haven't eaten anything yet today - I woke up pretty late cuz I went to bed really late (╯︵╰,). I hope I don't end up using all my necocites storage for just blog posts lol. I tend to make a lot of separate posts in the same day on social media, so I'm not used to just, making it all one big thing. Also I make a lot of updates but in very small doses cuz I don't have a proper HTML editor - just using the good ol Neocities viewer. Maybe if I get a new laptop for my birthday I can get a proper one and not have ten million updates on my page all the time lol. Or a burst of updates and then 7 months of silence...
~✿Buggy