Still Feelin' Sick

Hey everyone. Right now I'm still feeling a bit icky, but the sickness is mostly going away now. Hopefully I can finally do the things I've been wanting to do since my birthday -_-;.

I keep noticing everyone leaving the Great God Grove and LimboLane fandom in general and it's been making me scared that all the friends I've made are gonna just leave me. Abandon me. Like everyone else I've met has. I don't know what to do about it. I feel like I'm kinda spiralling about it now cuz LimboLane stuff has been my main source of joy for almost 5 years now in April. I haven't liked most things that long yet. I guess part of me is worried that I'm gonna stop liking it too and I'm gonna just become even more depressed than usual.

I still haven't been able to make any art either, not how I used to like last year. I've sorta just lost my will to make art. I feel like I've tried everything, but nothing's helped.

None of those things have worked for me. Sometimes they've just made me feel worse afterwards. What do I do then? Just give up now? It's just so frustrating feeling like this now. It's kinda one of the only things I do these days, but now I can't even do it anymore. Is it cuz I end up comparing myself so much? Even when I compare myself to my older art it feels like I can't even get there.

*sigh* I'm sorry I'm rambling on about everything bad going on with me again. Some more positive news, Tomodachi Life Livin' The Dream is coming out in less than a month now. A plush I preordered should be here soon (hopefully). I took most of the old videos off my camcorder, I just need to take the family ones off of there and put them onto the computer and back them up to the other drives. So it's not all bad thankfully. I just wish I could just get my life together and figure out what to do with myself these days.

~✿Buggy